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Laurie Duggan in Auckland 23-24 March 2006
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Laurie Duggan reads in Albert Park, Auckland, 24 March 2006
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Tilt The feeling of being here, without explanation, miraculous and terrible in a space where all is gratuitous. The grey mist of rain or the grime of windows. The sharp notes of an unidentified bird. # An object never before noticed on the horizon seems to advance and recede though it is stable: a highlit part of a familiar building detached from its customary anchorage. # The air is hard and cool. The road goes nowhere under the clouds and the high-tension lines. # A landscape opens up and closes in. Its benign features - signage - become, in the stilled image, markers of identity, reminders of loss. # The concrete soldier with raised bayonet. The head of a lion. The metal sheaths of streetlights. An invisible flagpole. The buttress of a monument. # The inhabitants have left the scene. Their washing, strung across the verandah, a plastic bucket: these are the clues. # A country mailbox. Faces of children by a road void of traffic. A handstand holds the planet for a moment upside-down. Figures in middle distance move lightly on its surface. # These people. Do they expect us to know them? To know what is inside this briefcase, on the back seat of that car? # A comforting myth: that the world and all things in it are made of gelatin silver. We rise from a chemical bath and are lovingly curated in acid-free surrounds. Or we are found, curled and cracked in a pile of refuse. # What we don’t see in the photographs we take: the slip of a genteel aunt, a disembodied hand, the image of ripe tomatoes on a blue cardboard box. # Tattoos, aniline and permanent, on flesh that withers. # The buildings are all in their rightful places. Then blankness. What if all this were an invention? # All things are concepts. But we are trapped in their consequence. The cash register and the typewriter, archaeology that surrounds us. Our smiles already periodised; those tics that represent an era. # There are no interiors, or what we see is already an interior. Blinding light through windows. Television presuming an outside world. # If you turn quickly the scene will change its shape. Laughter from the street. Your own? Memory is displaced by memorabilia. # A reflection in plate glass of a pedestrian walking out of shot. She walks from the bank across a car park. Then she disappears into 1987. # Words stare you in the face. Crazy paving and 1960s functionalism become the architecture of despair. A language of shapes dismantled like the genetic code. # An old calendar on which events are marked. The taper of trousers passing the demolition site. An engine meticulously restored. Hell for leather. Guarded with your life. # The sky darkens over a small town. Gorse on the otherwise bare surrounding hills. Power lines intersect above a memorial fountain. # There is no room for nostalgia. The paint is not yet dry on this edifice. Dance steps come straight from an instruction manual. # A distance, not local, but from somewhere else. A life led in relation to lives presumed elsewhere. A style reflecting an imagined capital. A capital as fantastic as life on another planet. # A dog stares backwards into history like Walter Benjamin’s angel. The future, ill-lit, waits beyond the dashboard. # The destination of the photograph does not include us or our concerns. It moves away at the speed of light. We remain in our own narratives. # Or we are held in another narrative. The lights at the crossing remain forever red. # Wind blows the photograph away. The weather in the photograph does not blow the photograph away. # A smeared window. Steam and rain. The lit shapes of petrol bowsers. # There is no horizon. We are shadows in a moving car. Speed is our history. There are fables behind these images that are forgotten. # As though, in waking, benign objects become for a moment the ogres of childhood. Walking in a foreign land where only the accents differ; alternate narratives that might be yours.
Short Poems
A nation of small investors
War Poem emotion recollected
Market research ‘is your poetry poetry like poetry
A near perfect definition of poetry supplied by ‘momentary lapses of inattention’
Upside down
Rosemary reads a passage from a novel I hang by my toes upside down in the trees.
Lines for a reading I have to write a poem
Difference and repetition The sheet darkens
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